j0!
Well for the last 4 days i have been in tucson, for a conference.
Well the funny part of the trip was the day before i went because i had NO idea when the day of the trip was :P
well, i was in last hour and a person walks up and gives me a schedule of what we gonna do in pheonix
than i looked up at the date and , December 11 O.O its was the next day
well i got ready than left the next day
listened to girly songs (da girls 4:7 sang along in a high voice D: )
and then visited a hotel and checked in after 7 hours of driving Dx
bought manga :D
than went to the conference for 6 hours, man i was tired T.T
than went to a james and ernie event (two comedians)
i was happy
cause i was showing my friend fake messages i made hoping he thinks thay are from that person i was impersonating and to make him frighten
well it worked xD i hope so or he missing with me D:
so i continued this for a few days
the next day was the same, but went to the movies (i went shopping because i hate swimming D: ) and watched
paranormal activity xD boy it was funny xD
i think the distractions (ppl talking and cell phones ringing) ruined it for me.
Hanged with friends till 12 i think making them think im werid O.O
the last day we got ready and left -_- more girly songs
and got back almost 12 hours later D:
my trip in a nutshell
So recently i been bored so i took this test and was surprised to see what i got! xD
On my test result I got
Death!! xD
which means change (forced or willing) or a transformation through destruction(not always bad)
than my 2nd result was
The fool
xD
i have a child-like innocence :P or being eccentric O.o
than my 3rd is
The Hanged Man O.o
which is seeing life through my own twisted way xD
wat about you?
TAKE THE TEST AND TELL ME WHAT YOU GOT!! xD
http://quizfarm.com/quizzes/new/Brioi/which-of-the-major-arcana-are-you/
plz? D:
1.) Name: Hallow (the O is my life)
2.) DOB: July 23, 1993= 16yo T.T
3.) Nicknames: Kitteh, puppy, hallow, bait
4.) Bad habits: Biting my fingernails and eating my skin from hands o.o
5.) Religion: Christians, but with an open mind and believe science is the gate to strengthen Christianity
6.) Fav. Quote: "If your eyes causes you to sin, gouge it out and throw it away. Better to lose your body than to have your soul thrown in hell." ~ Matthew, 5:29
7.) Email address:rooster_dragon_93@yahoo.com
8.) Height/Weight/Shoe: dk, when i eat the bread i grow, when i sip the coffee i shrink. xD
9.) Family: 1 mom, 1 dad, 2 sisters, 1 brother :D
10.) School: N/A
11.) Hobbies: listening to music, chatting on theO, gaming, reading books(include the Good Book), and writing stories.
12.) Specialties: can make coffee and recently gain self confidence to draw in front of ppl. :D
13.) Sleeping Habits:Sleep late, wake up at lunch :D
14.) Something good about myself: Im... special :D jk :P
15.) What I think of myself:im a pile of *bleep*
16.) Fav. number: 7
17.) Fav. Season: winter
18.) Fav. Food: coffee xD
19.) Least Fav. Food: coffee with hazelnut dx
20.) Fav. Singers/Celebs: dk.
21.) Fav. Sport: soccer, baseball, and smack-a- sinner down xD
22.) Fav. Flower: mesopian lily D: i spelled it wrong
23.) Fav. Colors: red, black
24.) Thing I do to pass time: listen to my music, watch tv, play video games, go on O, check Ilike, text friends, read, draw, go for a walk, ...
25.) Places I go most often (excluding home): skl,,, T.T no life, wait my hill :D
26.) Most confident thing I can cook: noodles :d and coffee xD
27.) Songs I like these days: alternative, scream-o, and heavy metal, pop, sad slow songs-silent hill playlist xD, and many others
28.) What do you prefer: Silence
29.) Most important being in my life: my computer WAIT MY KATS XD
30.) Person I like least: my sis's bf DX
31.) Kinds of people I detest: Over zealous people forcing their beliefs on to you, people who are activist and deny the basic facts of commonsense and economics! D:
32.) Something I'm worried about: fainting again....
33.) What I think I was in my past life: hmmmm... i once dreamed i was a lumpy white snake that was killed by a giant black snake but got my revenge by biting this little kid near us making it look like the black snake did it allowing him to be cut into two >D even back than i was evil >D
34.) If I could be reborn: learn to be more confident and work my way into the spirit worlds and into politics taking over both simutainiously while keeping the appearance of a trustworthy person :D
35.) When I want to get married: i dont see myself being married ... -_-'
36.) What I do when I'm mad: act like an *ahem* , lock myself in room, leave
37.) Places I want to fix on my face: hmmm, the dark ness under my eyes.... O.O
38.) My dream/goal: to become a confident artist and botanist or virologist. Possibly a coffee tester :d
39.) Dream Salary: dk
40.) My least liked feature: ....dk
41.) Something that happens everyday: i feel dizzy but never blackout, plus the ghostly smells that no one sees
42.) I like/love someone right now: YES xD ... *ahem* -_- nope... :P
43.) Jinxes: me
44.) Something I could go back and do: go back to the 9th grade and tell someone something so i can survive my sanity :P
45.) What I most regret in my life: my birth... WAIT the fact i said nothing at the end of 9th grade... D:
46.) If I left a will before I die: give everything to my kitties and tell ppl that a person in the room killed me... >.>
47.) Prized Possession: my sanity, my heath(well if the darkness gets stronger than this is bust :P ), and fam and friends.
48.) What I want to say to people full of themselves with Prince/Princess Syndrome: *^*&^*&%&#^%$^ O.O
49.) My ideal mate: .... that person >.> i will find you... :D
50.) Spent the most money on: manga xD
51.) When you're standing in front of the mirror: could this be a door to another reality?! *slams into mirror* ,nope *moves on to next room*
52.) Do you ever want to beat a small kid: yes when i get annoyed D:
53.) What kind of kids scare you: my lil cousins >.>
54.) If you were to dye your hair, what color would you die it: rainbow, that way when im in the forest only one color is hidden so ilook like i only shaved one part off xD
55.) Most memorable Movie: Girl, Interrupted D: that movie PWNS
56.) Why aren't you going out with anyone: im still waiting to say something *relizes they sound like a broken record* O.O
57.) If you were to be in a drama what kind of character would you want to play: The villain that changes near the end and commits suicide
58.) When do you most not like your friends: when they are TOO loud
59.) What do you think of guys who wear makeup: ... sure they are guys? o.O
60.) What would you say to the people actually reading this?: hope you enjoyed your innocence xD jk jk
61.) favorite book (comics can be included): hmmm, Tall-Tale Heart by Edgar Allen Poe xD
62.) How many kids do you want: none D:
63.) How many cards do you have: hmmm gave them to little cousins since i was feeling "okay" :D
64.) How much money do you have in your wallet: 10 bucks :D 4 in bank T.T
65.) What would you do if you picked up a million dollars: give it to parents or wait till im older and create a foundation that is plotting to take over the world by making 'baby' companies that specializes in many different fields that are stratigicly taking out the com... *rambles on and on and on*
66.) Things I stress over most: life D:
67.) Someone I want to meet the most in the world: my friend T.T but mostly my brother again
68.) Your grades in school: are good but could be better (As and Bs)
69.) Do you believe in ghosts: sorta only the skinwalkers that haunt my dream
70.) A kind of woman you don't like: da ones that dont like me...
71.) A kind of man you don't like: da kinds that dont like me... o.o
72.) Do you think there's a time in your life when you can be happy anywhere and anytime:yeah, its now and any other time if you search closly enough
73.)Do you sleep over at peoples' houses a lot: nope T.T i want to
74.) Something I need right now: coffee D:
76.) What game am I best at: mario (da old kinds) and zombies :D
78.) When did you ever feel like cursing yourself? yes... alot... sometimes i slap myself... and eat too much skin that i bleed and fingers hurt for days
79.) What do you do when you can't fall asleep: go on computer and draw
80.) Your favorite/most commonly used phrases: xD
82.) Good/bad thing about our country: hmmm, the stunning amount of ignorance and arrogance of our supposed 'superiourity' and super power country D: also the lack of ancestorially respect
83.) Foreign language I want to learn: hmmm japanese but mostly my own launague
84.) My complex: massiah-complex :P jk
85.) What is there you want to do: dk
86.) Do you find anything wrong with your face or personality: yes, but to list all of them would cause theotaku site to crash and burn cause of the bulk of information
87.) What I do when I'm stressed: ... listen to music and go for a walk...
88.) Have you ever wanted to commit suicide: no, it would mean im weak :P
89.) What kind of teacher do you hate: the ones that are too pushy or too arrogant for their own good
90.) Who's a person who gave you the most hope etc: my alternate personality, David. jk my friends
91.) What would you do if someone grabbed your things and started running: grab my trusty bag and smack them down and totally pwn their ass >D
92.) What would you do if you saw a pervert on the street: call an ambulence because im suffering from a outer body experience <D
93.) What I think of losers/outcasts: hmmm... their a obsticle in my plans and must be terminated *laser beams shoot out of eyes* YOU ARE THE WEAKEST LINK "GOOD BYE"
94.) What are you most scared of?: never knowing what the answers to the unknown are
95.) Are you willing to live your life to the fullest: dk
96.) Rain, Snow, Sunshine, Cloudy, Windy which do you prefer: Rain and snow with clouds and silence.
97.) Have you ever been attracted to someone you've chatted to online: hmmm, dk
98.) What you want to say to your friends: ... you guys are okay but you can be better xD jk jk
99.) How honest were you: dk
100.) You've finished! How do you feel: strangly satisfied D: BOY DO I NEED COFFEE! xD
A little poem I wrote WAY back than,
one and a half months to be more accurate
Deep down inside of me,
I feel Sick,
Emotionally SICK,
I feel missed up,
I feel like Puking.
My Salvation,
are two threads of Stability
holding me up
just barely
above the chasm of
SICKNESS,
One is called 'family'
slowly breaking,
The second is 'friends'
but far too little,
They won't last long...
SNAP!
An epic fall,
but no one notices as I fall
because I am alone
without my threads.
My Salvation being my Mortality,
I was already gone,
One way or another.
has nothing to do with the poem but just felt like putting it up :P <3
Hello :o
So i was listening to the song 'Strawberry Gashes by Jack Off Jill
than i remember things from last year (since last year i listened to this song ALL THE TIME D: )
One of them was the feeling of walking through the bushes during a rain storm basking in the cold and exileriating feeling of it. I can t discribe the feeling of walking in the rain,
its like a great sigh and hoping it wont end.
The second is the feeling of freedom, since it was near skl end and i felt as if things would finally be good. I was doing this i wouldnt normally do and so many things were nearing an end (this part is true)
The third feeling is about my friend who transferred to another skl and now im sad about it. And my second friend who i hang out with stopped hanging out with me this year,,, so last year was good.
Another song or rather songs that make me think of last year is Perfect situation and the album, Make Believe
It makes me think of the friend that left, it makes me so sad that i become depressed for days at most.
It makes me remember when i was at our skl's soccor field and i was lying down feeling so warm and happy and hanging out with my friend...
It also reminds me of the last day of skl when we hanged out together for one last time...
*sigh*
this song is so depressing.... but makes you feel hopeful and think there is something you can do...
But this year is good, filled with many different things (and different ppl)
but i still miss last year and hope i dont forget the many memories i have...
