Hey there, pigeons:
:3 This is PerfaPox, here! Welcome and thanks for stalking/looking at my little world here. Though, I can't promise it'll be all that interesting, but thanks for dropping by and giving me any comments you might have!

Wish to know some things about me? Well I shall of course oblige:

Name: Well, my real name is Becki...Augh, but I hate it
Age: 19! Hurray! Legally able to buy porn! OH YAAAH XD LOLOLJKJK
Height: Freakin 5'2''
Location: Texas, United States....No, I don't own a horse.

Likes: Drawing, painting, octopi, anime, manga, YAOI, writing, roleplaying, chocolate, sour candy, antiques, piercings, tattoos, money, sleeping, staying up until the crack of dawn..and more obviously, but why list everything?
Dislikes: Bugs(mostly cockroaches), Annoying/dumb people, condescending people, homophobes, etc.

My.Favorite.Series.or.Books
Death Note, Twilight Series, Pushing Daisies, Naruto, One Piece, Rosencranz and Guildenstern are Dead, Hamlet, Full Metal Alchemist, Hetalia, Fruits Basket, WallFlower, Beck: Mongolian Chop Squad, Antique Bakery, Sensitive Pornograph(mm, Yaoi), Gravitation(only the anime though...), Only the Ring Finger Knows, Our Kingdom, GodChild, Yu Yu Hakusho, Bleach, D.GrayMan, Harry Potter, Avatar: The Last Airbender, More Romance Mangas than you can shake a fish at, And others that I can't think of right now..
My.Favorite.Music(bands)
The Beatles, TOOL, A Perfect Circle, The Maine, Metro Station, Mindless Self Indulgence, Cobra Starship, Death Cab for Cutie, Gackt, Dir en Grey, Gorillaz, Chevelle, Panic! At the Disco, Paramore, Rise Against, Say Anything, Queen, Voltaire, Billy Idol, and MANY more!

STORY BEHIND THE OCTOPUS: The reason why I have octopi oriented things on here is quite simple. I've got Native American blood, and many Native Americans believed in 'totem animals'. They're a set of animal spirits that help guide you throughout your life. The Octopus is one of mine : )

I seriously suck at life.

Haven't been on in awhile...
Really missing everyone, too...

I really need to draw more too...Hopefully I'll have some stuff up that doesn't look like complete crap. Saw one of my (Sorta) friend's artwork this weekend..and though it inspired me to draw..it also made me feel kind of hopeless..I've been drawing just as long as her..but her artwork is so gorgeous...Then again, she draws practically every day..I don't know when I stopped drawing everyday..But I need to try to start that up again.

Over and out.

Life: 12/07/09 | Posted By: PerfectParadox | 0 comments | Tags:

A New Addition to the Family!! :D

EEEEEEE!!!

Finally. At long last. My parents have given in. AND WE HAVE A PUPPY!!!

HEHEHEHE. Sorry, I'm excited xD He's just so adorable.. We haven't decided a name yet..but I'm going to try and convince my parents to name him Quinton.

He's a Cavalier King Charles Spaniel, sooo cute and floppy!

~Here he is sleeping against my butt...he just came right up and curled up against me.

I absolutely love him :) I never considered getting a spaniel before...but my old piano teacher bred them..and offered us one if we wanted it! Luckily my parents said yes! They just fell in love and couldn't say no.

Life: 11/10/09 | Posted By: PerfectParadox | 8 comments | Tags:

Ughh. Balls.

I'm feeling kind of emo-ish right now..I'm just in a funk. I'm really sick of not feeling pretty enough or skinny enough. I'm sick of feeling like I'm going to grow old and die alone. I know it sounds overly dramatic..but I'm 19 and I've ne...

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Life: 11/09/09 | Posted By: PerfectParadox | 6 comments | Tags:

Gotta Make This Quick

Cuz I need to crash so I can wake up in..4 and a half hours lolol.

So, this week was one of the best I think I've ever had..Which is funny because all through this week I've had an up and downhill battle with myself with my emotions.

Monday: Was actually kind of horrible, I'm probably gonna have to pay a $75 fine for accidentally running a redlight(I wasn't paying enough attenton TT_TT) But on the bright side, my ortho said I might be getting my braces off soon!!!

Tuesday: Boring day blah blah blah..UNTIL around 2am when two of my friends randomly picked me up and we went to IHOP and hung out. It was great..I was so tired, so I was practically delirious..and we were all so loopy we just laughed over stupid stuff, and I'm sure the people there thought we were nuts!

Wednesday: Battle with my emotions happened...I was feeling really down about myself and my current relationship status(Which is single and desperate) and I was feeling neglected by my friend...on the upside, I got to sleep in REALLLY late lololol

Thursday: Another great day! Went to school, after class I hung out with my two friends again and they cheered me up from the blahness I felt the other day..We went to walmart and got in trouble for riding the little kid's bikes and such...But it was great!

Today(friday): Got reassured that I was not being neglected by my friend :) We're like family, she said so herself...and I need to remember that nothing-not even a boy- can get in the way of our friendship..We've had a really bumpy road set for us ever since we were friends..but we're still just as close as ever and it makes me so happy!! I'll always be her mother goose :) I got to hang out with her until about 2am and we played Resident Evil and just talked about stuff and made plans for Halloween...

Tomorrow, gonna go to the Art Museum with my Bestest Friend and we'll hang out until late in the evening..and then I'll probably have a sleepover or something xD

I was really bummed about this week before..But now I realize all the small GOOD things that have happened have completely overshadowed the bad.

NOW, I'm going to crash because I'm exhausted(Even though I slept in today as well!!)

OVER AND OUT.

Life: 10/24/09 | Posted By: PerfectParadox | 0 comments | Tags:

Whoowee. Update of my life haha.(Updated lolz)

Update: Kaay...at the bottom of this I promised to post pictures.. *sob* But that won't be happening yet. I got pulled into work--told you the hours were crazy! I wasn't supposed to come in today..--and also my dad is using the computer with the scanner... Hm. ANYWHO! If you haven't read this, go ahead and read it...and ignore all the 'posting stuff' I have at the bottom :'D Hopefully I can get on theO at work and reply to everyone's comments ♥

Alright. Time for a pick-me-up after that emotastic last post.

How is everyone? What's been going on with you? Hope you all are doing great :) I miss you all so much, and I know it's been forever since I've legitimately been on TheO and updated, commented, etc.

Things are a little crazy right now..I've got school and I started my new job about ehh..two-ish weeks ago. It's an okay job..pretty easy..but my bosses are a little annoying haha. I'm a receptionist at a massage parlor. The massage therapists that work there are all really great :) Sometimes, when they're not in with a client, they'll massage my neck and shoulders and it feels SOOOO good. BAH, I could totally use one right now!! Anywho, there are only 2 other receptionist other than me(soon to only be 1 other) so as you can imagine, the hours are kinda crazy.. I got lots of money for my first paycheck though! :D And I bought some SUPER lovely clothes!!

Regarding the emoness that was last Friday's post..I got everything worked out with my sister :) she really DID feel bad about what had happened..and explained everything to me. She felt really bad for making me upset, so she promised to take me somewhere else that was equally awesome lol. Then, on Saturday, she took me out to lunch to sorta apologize :) I really do love my sister SO much, so it made me really happy to get to spend time with her and talk to her about stuff. She even drove me to work so she could see the place haha.

Let's see..what else to post up? There's a really cute boy in one of my classes this year xD heheh..I bought some really cute clothes with my money..so I hope I can sorta get his attention. I've only really talked with him a few times..but He's really cute! His name is Taylor and he's got a silly accent xD He says he's from Ohio..but he sounds almost like he's got some sort of British accent o_O Anywho, I hope to get the courage to talk to him a little more..see what happens..Gahh, but that's a big hope. I'm just so shy >< and he doesn't sit anywhere near me :( *le sigh*

ALSO, Sorry for the NON EXISTENT UPLOADING.

I DO have some pictures to upload, luckily..

Only like..one of them was among the billion on my list though xD (So far) I don't think I have work tomorrow..so I'm gonna FORCE myself to draw and get all that stuff done x3. I'm really sad..cuz I lost one of the pictures that I drew :( Okay...lost isn't the word..I think my mom or dad accidentally threw it away! D':

Also, I have something new to add to that list of 'To Draw's though... Shigeru x Satoshi.. AKA Gary x Ash. That's right. Pokemon. I've just poisoned your childhood, probably. HAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Why am I such a twisted person? xD

Anyway! Expect to see pics from me tomorrow! You better comment :D

♥♥♥

Life: 10/12/09 | Posted By: PerfectParadox | 4 comments | Tags: