These are just random thoughts that I have. Feel free to comment on them if you like! 
- Created By Miaka Kusanagi
My Only Love - Or at least my first ^-^
Okay. I know that alot of people will laugh Alot about this but my first major fan-girl crush was Darian from Sailor Moon!!! And I still Love him to this day. And I'm 22! To understand why I fell for him you will have to get to know me a little bit. I'm a major clutz, not so great with guys, not so cute, basically ordinary in every way except one, which is the only difference between me and Sarina. My childhood was very dangerous. Well I guess that is the same lol but it was were the danger was from. My mom was a druggy and father was a drunk so you can just imagine. When I started watching Sailor Moon, I wanted a hero. And my only dream was true love. When Darian showed up as Tuxedo Mask, I loved him so much I started to cry, no joke. I would get up at 5 on the weekends just to watch it because due to my parents extra 'expenses' we could never afford to buy it. I started to draw him on everything, write Darian loves me on everything, and write stories to were when something would go ad in my life he would rescue me. O///O *blush*
Looking back I'm not ashamed! To be honest, in a way he actually did save me. By writing about him, drawing him, and fantasizing about him, I kept myself from plummeting into despair. I taught myself through him that if you keep your heart true and alive, you will eventually find someone to stand by your side to fight all the trials of life with you. It may take a long time, but you will find them. And the trials of life that you face at the moment will pass. As long as you keep your heart true though, you will get through and be able to move onto better things in your life. "Others Will test you. Do not be afraid. I will fight with you!" - Tuxedo Mask Episode 1 A Moon Star Is Born
heart throb
Have you ever had some one you pinned all your hopes on? All your dreams? I've had 2. I was engaged at a very young age. He cheated on me after many trials and 4 1/2 years of commitment a week before the wedding. It was like my entire world had be...
Aoi rhyme
I love him,
It's plain to see,
To marry him,
His bride I'd be.
We meet as kids,
Even though we were so young,
Love appeared,
Loud from our hearts it was sung.
We were betrothed in our adolescence,
Our parents said it was the perfect match,
To strengthen the power of both conglomerates,
And to him my heart would latch.
After time,
About him I was told to forget,
Our dreams of love and hope,
Another man i would get.
Refusing to let go,
I bided my time,
One minute of inattention,
In the morning would be prime.
One day it came,
And I was ready,
With the note of his address,
I tried to keep my heart steady.
It had been 18 years,
Since last I saw him,
Times change though and this,
I didn't think of in my whim.
The train station was so big,
I was not used to being out,
And alone as I was,
Touble was about.
I seemed lost,
Things happened so swift,
With everyone in a hurry,
It was such an unwelcoming thrift.
But then a stranger,
With a tender heart,
In helping me find my way,
He wanted a part.
Seeing the address,
He knew just the track,
And with such a gentle soul,
No courtesy did he lack.
He led me the entire way,
Getting acquainted through it all,
And niether of us knew,
He would see one of my biggest fall.
Around the last corner,
I would finally see my love.
All I faced though was an empty lot.
I was cursed from above.
My tears started to fall,
Along with the sudden rain.
The heavens were weeping,
With me and my pain.
Again the stranger tried to help.
Inviting me to his dwelling,
And fixing me a warm drink,
Did nothing to ease my heart's swelling.
The only other clue,
A childhood snapshot,
I gave to him,
With eyes bloodshot.
He looked at it for a long moment.
First on his features to show,
Worry for the lack of information,
But the photo had more to bestow.
Looking again,
His eyes went wide.
He recognized the two.
This broke his stride.
"This is me and Aoi-chan!"
He exclaimed surprised!
I could not believe my hearing,
And my unwilling hopes would rise.
"Are you Kaoru-sama?!"
I asked aghast.
Floods of hope, love, fear, memories,
Rushed from the past.
My heart felt as though,
With one word it'd be crushed.
An eternity passed
In air that was hushed.
"Yeah. I'm Kaoru Hanabishi."
My relief was vast as the sea.
Pouring out without permission,
The tears showed my love for thee.
He was needing an explanation.
To regain my composure was a strife.
"In short, I Aoi Sakuraba,
Have come with the intentions of becoming you wife."
