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Hello to you all so after much drama and much trouble and much family issues I am coming back to America for the peple who don't know I was in Milan, Italy for a while (long story). Anyway I am glad to be coming home I will be state side by Aug 31 so happy

This song helped me during some hard times over the past few months and now I want to share it with you all

Angels by Jessica Simpson

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Well This is Hard

I was never the one for updating but I think I am going to change that. I may not get anyone to read my post but I don't post so I can be in the spot light I try to above the spot light. I post because this is and will be my way to vent my way to express you can read if you like actually I would love for you to read but I understand if you don't.
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My life is going pretty well I am newly single and I am ok crying helped but it didn't heal me praying did that. Praying not because I am sad but praying because I know someone even better is out there for me. So who ever you are know I will find you but for right now the only man in my life right now is god and I am pretty happy about that.... for now

I feel Blessed

I am really blessed I have made some actual friends in school over the past few weeks. My relationship with my boyfriend is going great. School is alot of fun. My mom always freed of sending there kids to public school but I love it. Its so much better then a private school the girls are mean but what high school doesn't have mean girl. When school does get hard a prayer always makes me feel better.

A prayer to help pick you up when you are down

Chant for Inner Strength

I call the light of golden rays
I seek protection thus,
I pray for heavenly forces at my side
angels, sages, spirit guides or wolves
who walk with cunning skill
Come to my aid!
Come at my will!
Black bird soaring light my path
so I am victim to no one's wrath!
And when my journey knows success,
all those who aid me Goddess bless!

- Autumn Raindancer

AHHHHHHHHHHH

Well sadly I am not going to be having fun at the New York Anime Festival I am going to be in Florida with people who are going to hate me *cries* have fun at NYAF with out me byebye.

Normal

Well school going good. I am pretty bored most of the time. Theres a anime club here but I not sure if I am going to join or not. My teachers are really nice to I hope they stay that way all year. So nothing really exciting has happen. Well its all for the best I guess I do miss some normal in my life.

Coming to America

Well in 2 days I will be going home . I am so happy I can finally go back to normal school be with my sister and try to make some real friends...oh god I never had to try to make friends before I'm kinda nerves. Anyway I hope people at my new school are going to be nice.

Also before I go home I get to go to New York with one of my cousins. I love New York the shoppong the shows and the shopping.