I'm watching it rise and fall...

I'm watching it rise and fall, if I can't see any clearer. I'll walk right into it. And maybe, that's what I need. Truely, that's what I want. And if I can't get it, I'll do things I will regret.

Never can I say, it never crossed my mind. With that, my malice is a flood.
I'm watching it rise and fall off a high rise.

And I'm wishing for a twist in the air, rushing sounds and passing lights, before I feel pavement support me

Worth noting...

It's funny how a new thing wears out fast and something out of the ordinary, quickly turns to a mundane routine. Excitement and so-called passion for life is a constant fight to break into some type of insecurity of being stuck in a rut.

Fuck...

It's quite evident...

That within my group of friends, there's a "snake in the grass" harboring among me. I should of known, after all, it's not hard to scope one out and find them. Just follow the trail of "He said, she said" bullshit. Then eventually, you'll get everything straight.

Oh, I hate feeling like I'm in highschool again.

It has come to my attention...

I'm very much need a girlfriend. To be honest, I thought I would be able to hold out more since Olivia broke up with me. But I feel like it's time for me to get back in. I find myself needing that 'extra' relationship with someone. Bleh...

I always tend to find girls when I don't need them and when I do, they're never around. Being back in Hickville, USA aka Medford, OR I doubt I'm going to find a girl...

Fugg...

Whatever, it's not too important...

It's the pressure...

I'm going to fuck someone's day up.

Enough said.