name: ayame sakura yuuki and my last name is confedential.
age: 16
b-day:9~29~93
location:currently? my room
born:okinawa japan
gender: seriously?
grade:high school
height: 5'4 1/2 exactly ^^
weight: 110.4 O.o;
relationship status: single for 16 years and...not loving it as much as i used to
home location:some where in the world
hair; currently in layers. naturally golden blond, currently Black on bottom and faded red on top (I need a bottle of red dye stat! or for my henna hair dye to FINALLY arive!! DX<)
eyes: dark green with blue, gold, and silver. they also change color
likes:poetry, the dark, drawing, reading, writing, singing, cosplaying, acting,school festival prep(sooooo much funner than the actual festival...ok, maybe not but its pretty close!!!)clean up festival duty(bon fire! and dancing!)pocky, martial arts
dislikes:going home after a festival(i once stayed at school a week to prepare, attend, and clean up after a festival! i didnt go home lol!)falling asleep on the train after a festival(...no comment)sweets otherr than pocky
favorite weapons: katana's, niginata's, anything sharp really, a solid bamboo staff with a red string tied to the top, a dodgeball, myself *evil grin*
nicknames:Aya, Hime, Saku,neko-chii(i tend to wear neko ears at times, chan-chan, mika-mika, doki-doki, kitsune, cherry, yuu-yuu, snow, koi, love, porcelain, marrionette, mistress, loli(lolita) poku, sweet-sama, Kawaii-chin, still doll
biggest problem: waaaaay to over protective older sister, look at relationship status -_-;;;
other problems: sleeping habits
biggest weakness:books
the one thing i'll run for in a store:...books
favorite color(s): blood red, turquiose, lavender, black, burgendy, pale pale almost white porcelin doll skin pink, hot pink( only when paired with black) neon yellow, emerald gree, saphire blue, ocean blue, blue-green, silver
favorite song currently: Kyandi Beibee by Kawabi Chieco
favorite music video currently: see above
ideal job(s): manga-ka (crosses fingers), daycare teacher ( kids love me and vice versa >U<), potter ( i love working with clay)

theotakuhostclub

cinderella by sweetbox

Cinderella are you really that happy
Cinderella are you really that lucky
I wanna know is your life like you dreamed

Here I am
Trying to find my way
I've kissed so many frogs but I've never found a prince
I think they lied
I was promised much more than this
Where's my happy-ever-after?

Cinderella is the queen of a kingdom
Cinderella got the dream she was dreamin'
I wanna know where is my happy end
Cinderella got a prince and a kingdom
Cinderella got the dream she was dreamin'
I wanna know where is my fairy-tale?

Something's wrong
'cause all my glass shoes break
And no one's ever helped this damsel in distress
To hell with this
I'm not gonna waste more time
I won't wait to find prince charming

Cinderella is the queen of a kingdom
Cinderella got the dream she was dreamin'
I wanna know where is my happy end
Cinderella got a prince and a kingdom
Cinderella got the dream she was dreamin'
I wanna know where is my fairy-tale?

Cinderella are you really that happy?
Cinderella are you really that lucky?
I wanna know is your life like you dreamed ?
Cinderella are you really that happy?
Cinderella are you really that lucky?
I wanna know is your life like you dreamed?

Here I am
Trying to find my way
I've kissed so many frogs but I've never found a prince
I think they lied
I was promised much more than this
Where's my happy-ever-after?

Cinderella is the queen of a kingdom
Cinderella got the dream she was dreamin'
I wanna know where is my happy end
Cinderella got a prince and a kingdom
Cinderella got the dream she was dreamin'
I wanna know where is my fairy-tale?
(x2)

scramble-yui hori

The things I want to tell you are too heavy;
As it is it looks like I'll cave in
There are too many feelings I can't put into words
And they can't reach that person over either a short or long distance
Even if we look at the endlessly blue sky in the same way
I can't help but think that you only see cloudy sky
Spinning and turning, spinning and turning
Spinning and turning, spinning and turning
While pretending to be dizzy, I want to jump into your chest
Spinning and turning, spinning and turning
Spinning and turning, spinning and turning
I'm floating lightly, above the clouds, alone again today
The words I want to tell you are too numerous;
As it is, it looks like they'll turn into a song
Even though you should be right by my side, you're too far away
And I can't reach that person very well
It's alright to gaze at the forever continuing sky, but
You can't just look look at the blue sky forever
Spinning and turning, spinning and turning
Spinning and turning, spinning and turning
While pretending to be dizzy, I want to jump into your chest
Spinning and turning, spinning and turning
Spinning and turning, spinning and turning
I'm floating lightly, above the clouds, alone again today
Spinning and turning, spinning and turning
Spinning and turning, spinning and turning
While pretending to be dizzy, I want to jump into your chest
Spinning and turning, spinning and turning
Spinning and turning, spinning and turning
I'm floating lightly, above the clouds, alone again today

japanese translation

tsutaetai koto ga mou omo sugite
konomama tsuburechai sou desu
kotoba ni dekinai kimochi oo sugite
todokanai yo ano hito made chikakute tooi kyori
doko made mo aoi sora onaji youni miteru no ni
anata ni ha kumori sora mieteru ki ga shichau
GURUGURU mawaru GURUGURU mawaru
GURUGURU mawaru GURUGURU mawaru
FURAFURA na FURI shite anata no mune ni tobikomitai
GURUGURU mawaru GURUGURU mawaru
GURUGURU mawaru GURUGURU mawaru
FUWAFUWA ni ukabu watashi kyou mo hitori kumo no ue
tsutaetai kotoba mou oo sugite
konomama uta ni nari sou desu
sugusoba ni iru hazu nano ni too sugite
todokanai yo ano hito made umaku ikanai yone
doko made mo tsuduku sora nagameru no mo ii kedo
itsumade mo aoi sora miteiru dakeja DAME
GURUGURU mawaru GURUGURU mawaru
GURUGURU mawaru GURUGURU mawaru
FURAFURA na FURI shite anata no mune ni tobikomitai
GURUGURU mawaru GURUGURU mawaru
GURUGURU mawaru GURUGURU mawaru
FUWAFUWA ni ukabu watashi kyou mo hitori kumo no ue
GURUGURU mawaru GURUGURU mawaru
GURUGURU mawaru GURUGURU mawaru
FURAFURA na FURI shite anata no mune ni tobikomitai
GURUGURU mawaru GURUGURU mawaru
GURUGURU mawaru GURUGURU mawaru
FUWAFUWA ni ukabu watashi kyou mo hitori kumo no ue

hilarious movie!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EkBfS3W_6nA

if you like harry potter, twincest, or oroun high school host club!

never

as i stand here looking at you i realize that we were never meant to be

pain

The heartache it all brings
the pain that never seems to mend
The pain that i gain more
of every breath i take
my heart ahes more and more
life, it just isnt here for me
?
Maybe somday, somewhere
i'll find happiness
Happiness was all I ever wanted
I guess for me
it just wasent ment to be
maybe when I leave this place
there will be more happiness
to those
those who I always managed to bring pain in there lives
The pain I saw in them
I wanted to make it go away
i couldnt
I was the one who caused all of that pain
Every move I make
every choice i make
It causes pain
One way
or the other
The only way
the way I see it
it all just has to come to an end
I guess this is the end for me
for my life
my pain
the torcher I cause everyone
finally
everyone can have a life
and not have to worry wat ill do next
to cause everyone
i love
more pain