After a long (mandatory) break I am back! You see I had a martail arts/gymnastics tournament/meet and I needed practice. They are over now, but I might take another (mandatory) break again real soon to practice for sports day next month. I have lots to do! I have several posts to make for the worlds I guest post on and my own rp world and I should be cranking those out soon. I have some new drawings I’ll also be submitting (maybe. I havent decided just yet ;) lol) but yeah! Anyways…comment, if you wish! Tell me how you have been, should I submit my frazzled character sheets, heck, even your favorite color or what you last ate if you want! Anything! I need love, I made a lot of enemy’s lately (when a match/meet is coming up, I (who is always team leader) tend to yell at everyone and be really strict) and It’ll take a bit to calm down from yesterday/two days ago still.
Love-
The totally feeling unloved girl who really wants to just dive off her room’s balcony into the swimming pool right about now, and feels sick in her heart for a jerk still
Shingetsuhime/Aya-chan
yep. You read the title correctly. The girl that very rarely gets sick got sick. I started to get sick last friday and didnt take my supplements so now I'm a full blown 38.8 degree's celcius, 102 f. Ugh i ache all over. I wont really be on that often since when i'm sick I'm banned from the computer and like even leaving my room. To the people in the worlds I Rp in I'll have my friends keep me updated so when I'm able to sneak on I'll post. To the people in my Kuro Bara academy We'll start soon I promise. I just want to see if we might get any more people possibly. hopefully >_>. well. Stay healthy my friends. I'm going to go get a new compress and take another nap.
Love-
the totally annoyed and ready to stab the next person who comes into my room spouting nonsense about the healing properties of Wasabi/standind on your head rinking a glass of water (which i think is hickups)/cleaning the house
Shingetsuhime/Aya-chan
*cough cough moan*
Opening…
Do you get regular massages? Haha yep and I love the, but I’m sure the guys don’t
Do you have an answering machine? yes
What cuss word do you use the most? …F***
Are you underweight or overweight? Under.
Can you see your veins? ye
Favorite…
Soap? Cherry blossom or Iris scent
Fruit? Toss up between apples, strawberrys and melons
Kind of red meat?...beef?
Fish? Does shrimp count?
Candy bar? Eww…cookies and cream that my Aunt always brings when she visits
Have You Ever…
Eaten a whole bag of potato chips? yep
Eaten lobster? Yum!
Climbed a mountain? No. nor do I plan too
Been skydiving? No. But I plan to after graduation
Been water skiing? Yep.
Do You…
Wish you could change something about your life? Yes. Several things
Like your nose? I don’t feel one way or another really
Like salt and vinegar chips? yep
Eat salsa? yes
Own a boat? My father does
What Is…
A small thing that people let slide but that actually has dire consequences? Stupidity?
Your most macho trait? My black belts?
The longest relationship you’ve ever had? Um…does flirting through Texts count? If not than…0 days, 0 hours 0minutes and 0seconds
Your most embarrassing thoughts? …to embarrassing to even remember lol
Your most shameful moment? Conspiring with a friend to break up a guy and his girl so another friend could get him >_>;
This/That…
Bath/Shower? shower
Markers/Crayons? markers
Pens/Pencils? pencils
Jelly/Cream Cheese? Cream cheese
Bagel/Toast? bagel
Finish…
My greatest weakness is… My emotions
I wish I was…needed
Three things I wouldn’t do for a million dollars are…make a fool of myself, go against my friends…hurt anyone
The oddest thing I’ve ever put in my mouth is…I don’t even know what that was but I got back at ren-kun
Firsts…
Credit card you had? none
Loan you got was for? none
Paycheck was for how much? ¥13502 150 US
Time you had stitches? When I “fell” through a window
Time you went to the hospital for something? To get tubes in my ears
Lasts…
List everything you ate in the last 24 hours? Carrots, Udon, ummm…and some croquets
Last thing you used a credit card for? Don’t have one
What was your job previous to the one you have now? This is my first job
Last thing you celebrated? New year
Last time you were at a sports bar? never
Basics-
First name:
Ayame
Middle name:
Sakura Yuuki (yay for two middle names!)
Birthday:
september 29
Eyes:
2
Hair:
several strands
Favorite color:
blood red, black, purple
Day/night:
both
Favorite food:
anything I can eat ^_^
Friends and life-
1. Do you ever wish you had another name?
no
2. Do you like anyone?
maybe…
3. Which one of your friends acts the most like you?
uh….depends on my mood
4. Who's the loudest?
probably me. When I have no sleep
5. Who have you known the longest of your friends?
Karei...though i dont think sisters count
6. Who's the shyest?
depends
7. Are you close to any family members?
Karei
8. When you cried the most:
when I was used and I found out
9. What's the best feeling in the world?
feeling wanted for once would be nice
10. Worst feeling?
being used…
Finish each sentence-
1. Let's walk on the:
blood of abusers and users ^_^
2. Let's run through:
each others minds
3. Let's look at the:
moon together
4. What a nice:
thing to say *insert sarcasm...now!*
5. Where did all the:
fruit go???!!!
6. Why can't you:
stop being an idiot?
7. Silly, little:
boy...you seriously have no clue d you?
8. Tell me:
why I still feel for him
Have you-
1. Ran away from home?
no. wait. Does sneaking away from the housekeeper count?
2. Pictured your crush naked?
gross
3. Skipped school:
no
4. Broken someone's heart:
yes. but he was a creepy stalker guy who wouldnt get the hint to leave me alone
5. Been in love:
I am.
6. Cried when someone died?
yes
7. Wanted something you knew you couldn't have?
HIM
8. Done something embarassing?
yes
9. Done a drug?
no
10. Cried in school?
yes
Random-
1. Your good luck charm:
um…….sleep?
2. Person you hate most:
um…I don’t know ^_^
3. Best thing that has happened:
being able to live
4. Ice cream:
green tea
5. Who makes you laugh the most:
Ren-kun and shiro
6. Has a crush on you:
IDK
7. Do you have a crush on someone?
yes…
Have you ever-
1. Fallen for your best friend:?
yes I have and still am. Well one of them anyway…
2. Made out with just a friend?
no
3. Kissed two people in the same day?
yes. But they both kissed me, not the other way around
4. Had sex with two different people in the same day?
NOOO!!!
5. Been rejected?
yes. But not from asking them out.
6. Been in love?
I am
7. Been used?
…yes.
8. Done something you regret?
does falling in love count?
9. Cheated on someone?
no
10. Been called a tease?
yeah. And I don’t know why
Who was the last person-
1. You touched?
sister
2. You talked to on the phone?
my master ^_~ ashiteru master-sama!
3. You hugged?
master-sama?
4. You instant messaged?
shiro
5. You kissed?
...
6. You yelled at?
my father
7. Who text messaged you?
shiro
8. Who broke your heart?
HIM
9. Who told you they loved you?
My sister
Girl with the light hair
And green eyes
Thinks she has everything
The world in the palm of her hand
Just barely twelve
And on top of the world
But here’s the thing my dear girl
What you think is the top
Is only the beginning
So many things left to conquer
Outside of your small sheltered world
Don’t let others define you
Mold you into what they want
Learn to speak up early
Before it’s too late
Grow a backbone
And do what’s good for you
Think of yourself before others
For once
You’ve got a lot to know
Just take it in slow
Take a breath
Take a chance
Don’t live your life
In a safety net
You know that boy you swear you hate?
Well soon love will turn to like
And like into something much stronger
And not long after you find you like him
He will admit his feelings
But don’t take it to heart
Take the texts he sends
That speak of affection
With a grain of salt
Because after a period of time
All contact will cease
When he decides to ignore your presence
Until the next time he needs an ego boost
Pay no mind to the words he speaks
Because that’s what they are
Words
Empty and promise less
That he uses over and over on more than a few girls
Guard your heart even more than you do now
Because when it breaks your never quite the same
And be forewarned
You’ll never get used to what happens in the world
The good or the bad
But be sure,
Even if you feel overwhelmed by bad
There is always good
You just need to find it
Don’t lose faith in the ones around you
Walk with your head held high, back straight
Proud of who you are
And avoid the pit of despair
For once in, even if you escape
It never leaves you completely
Don’t trust to openly
There are always those willing to take advantage
Never, ever follow the crowd,
I know I’ve said this already but it’s rather important,
Be yourself
Don’t dress how society wants you to dress if you don’t want to
Don’t act how they want you to act
Because if you can’t act like yourself
You’ll become nothing,
And fade into a distant memory
Eat all your fruits and vegetables,
Although you already do
Speak up for what you believe in
For what is right
Do what you love
And listen to your parents,
They really do know what’s best,
Even if they seem like they don’t
And most of all remember
You’re beautiful,
Don’t let anyone take that away from you
Because if you do…you’ll never be the same
