so much right now, is just.
no
no thank you
no

family is being mean again
escape place is turning to nnngh no
I can't tell if it's all over the top corn that makes me angry or if I'm still butt hurt but eh
but really it's all triggering

and especially since the revelation I had with a certain "nice guy" I um... I don't want to deal with this just because everyone else thinks it's cute
so stop triggering me or I swear I'll hurt myself again, because you really make me want to(◕‿◕✿)
/obviously a joke because even if they're nice no one involved gives two craps

...this is really ugly and embarrassing but I'm saying it anyway.
Urgh.
safe places aren't safe
nice guys aren't nice
why this

(Also, it's sweet that you want to care, but please don't reach out to someone if you're going to ignore them. Seriously.)