"I never wanted to be a rainbow.... to bend to the whim of a thunder storm. I'm a slave to lightning stricks on my insides." "homicidal rainbow" Kai Davis.
I don't think it right to hate yourself. Embrace whatever it is about that you don't like because it probably doesn't matter as much as you think it does. I honesty don't care if anyone I know is different from what other people consider 'normal'. I think we are all special in our own way and we should be proud of it.