Many times I have felt this way
But every time it just fades away.
However for this unbearable pain,
only I am there to blame.
There is no reason to accuse
those who never knew.
I am a coward.
In my fear I was devoured.
I never spoke a word;
they had no idea, for they had not heard.
So why is it that I cry
When it was I who would lie?
I kept my feeling a secret.
Now I have nothing but regret.
But still I am a fool.
Even though this pain is so cruel,
My heart won’t let go of this feeling, for
It has fallen in love once more.
Now I am waiting
For the day my heart will start breaking,
because surely this won’t end well.
I might end up feeling that I am in Hell.
But I want to take a chance,
even though I am horrible at romance.
I want him to know, I want him to see
exactly how much he means to me.
This is only if I take a step forward
Then I actually may have the courage to say those three words.
When that time comes, I’m afraid of what he’ll say.
But oh I pray,
That he’ll return those three words
Even if they are unheard
I really hope this is how it’ll go
It’s most likely going to end badly though.
I don’t want to cry unneeded tears
And go back to drowning in my fears.
I think I like him more
than I’ve ever liked a guy before.
So I’m afraid that if it is to break
because of this mistake,
I may never be the same again.
Who knows? I might even go insane.
But I have a feeling that it won’t go that way
Maybe it won’t end in dismay.
When I glance at him
it seems as if he is glancing too.
Then my heart skips a beat
right when our eyes meet.
But then in another direction our eyes shot
embarrassed that we were caught.
However, inside I smile
because I haven’t felt this happy feeling in a while.
With hopes that you too will have luck with this thing we call love, I pray
that you’ll have a beautiful and wonderful Valentine’s Day.

BOW BEFORE MY TERRIBLE POETIC SKILLS
>D
LOL Sayura-chan and Pudding-chan probably know EXACTLY what I'm talking about. xDDDDDDDD
DON'T SAY ANYTHING THOUGH YOU GUYS
LOL

anyway
Entry for Den-chan's contest!
happy v-day to you lot
or in other words
happy friendship day. :D

the picture is of me
makeing a heart with my hands
but I totally messed up the hands
so it doesn't really look like a heart. xDDD

porportions are WAYYYY off i know. xDDDD
I started drawing the hands first for practice
then I drew the body
the problem there is that I have to draw the head as the very first thing when drawing a person or else the rest of my proportions are off for some odd reason. xDD

well that's about it!
have an awesome Valentine's day guys~<33