drew it back when i confused dreams and reality the most. >_> (shhhhhh, sadly, i probably still do... O_O) lol. but really, life was the worst nightmare as a sophomore in second semester. i hope its the worst things could ever get. -_- even though i doubt that. don't worry, i didn't ever take any pills. lol i always relieved myself with art and music. but i wonder what reality is, since i probably really did cut my own heart out. XD shhh its sposed to be a secret. heh.