I'm not going to explain the meaning of this picture because I don't like to explain my feelings, not to mention it's a difficult task for me to do. I'd like for the viewers to instead try to decipher and draw conclusions about the image. There's a reason for most everything in this image, even the black designs and uber plain background.

And yes, this is a girl. A rare thing for me to draw, but it was necessary.
Also, this image was not intended to be "sexy."
This image is a very serious one, otherwise it wouldn't have personal meaning to me.