i wuz playin around with paint again ^^' (lol) well i hope u like! no flamin just comments! plz c/v (comment & vote) thx! ;) oh! i almost forgot if u guys cant read what it says in the red lettering well here it is: I smile on the outside. Acting normal, funny, acting the way i used to be. But its all a lie. Deep inside me is the weak, scared, sad and hurtme. Ive been acting for almost my hole life. Ive only been using you. Using you to get the item ive been wanting. But i relized that i didn't want to use you anymore because i had slowly fallin in love with you. But all the smiles ive shown, the lauphs ive shared wiht you, they're nothing, they're nothing but lies and nothing more. I have no idea how a person like me is sopossed to be forgiven.