"'Cos that's, like, my number one fear."
I am in such a rut with these kinds of relationships. "If I'm sweet and funny than maybe they'll stop hurting me,"
but that doesn't happen.
and it's selfish to expect that it should. I'm the outsider, and I don't deserve the attention I want.
--even if some of the people befriend me,
there's just a lingering feeling of not belonging...